cerita sebenar....

macam nilah... disebabkan skarang kul 3 pagi... aku tak leh tido...mata aku bengkak...giler.... aku baru abis baca blog2 kawan2 aku kat uni dulu....hai gengz...

aku baru ni cuba cari semula kawan2... sebabnya... dulu bukan sengaja nak putuskan hubungan... tapi... sejak2 aku duk kampung... i have trouble coping...wats with my mum being sick.... i dont think i have the time or energy to find my friends.... and i know, they all live fabulous life... wats with hubbies and childrens.... i guess im jealous.. abit... and tot that aku tak layak nak kawan dengan diorang.... dengan prob aku kat rumah... my luv life then... now i guess.. i found my abang... who..god i dunno... is sooo different from my ex like chalk and cheese, night and day.... that for the first time i dont feel alone... and feel so confident...yeah yeah,,... aku ni muka je confident dulu tapi sebenarnya dalam hancus.... hehe... that i feel i shud have lived life the way i want to be... not be something im not... its not anyones fault yang aku rasa so crushed, but circumstances menyebabkan aku berperasaan macam ni after i graduated... so im so sorry to all you guys... if u tot i dont want to have anything to do with u anymore... its just me...being sick in the head... eheh.. ok... doakan aku bejaya kawen kali ni huhu bulan 5 beb... tunggu.....